gravitating towards you, with an incontrevertable, self-trilaterality, signifying what comes to me, while the other sides enticingly throw me, im in need to show you what comes to be, while delicatly, revealing exactly just how i really feel,

unfoundedly falling, underpinning my self-lessness, i could be somewhere else, i should be somewhere else, but i really am selfish
how is it, you can do this to me, please try and be a just a little less indirect, im justifying the twisted ends, and hoping we can manifest, change and comprehend, to fix this,

im in hell with a confused angel, counting blessing, my worlds been torn apart and im standing at the seams wondering, how this ruining came to be, im in hell with a mocking angel, that plays the devils song to lore me,

unfoundedly falling, underpinning my self-less ness, if i could be somewhere else, id bring you along with, despite of the pain, thats within,

damn--

this the biggest part of my life, has and always will be just a lie, it all came down now i dont know what t do, i just need someone who knows who i am to talk too, the words we shared meant everything, well they always have to me atleast, even if they mean everything to her, i wouldd have eventually ****ed that over, i mean, i cannot keep the ones i love, but havign the strongest love at all doesnt help eaither, when shes doesnt believe in love at all, why do i bother...

where now --
i eel it all condense, blisters coe back again, self indulged and rotting as, i crawl out of this hillucination
my hole, the hell in me, consumes, and drags me down, my home, the heaven in me, pukes, when they see me now,
they hate who i am, and who am i to question why, they hate what i am, and who am i to want this
i felt it all come down,ending what was and thriving inside instead ill live without question ill live for the sake of being my own, the darkness bellows in like a million crys of sin or liek the poison i breathe in, dust fallows in fallign like the rain we hope comes again, this darkness brings out the shame, shows our true pain, and gets across the point that maybe were all insane, the darkness is to blame for all that has come my way, who am i where am i now, these eys watch over me, making me weak, tellign me to leave, overwhelming me makin me see the unseen, makign even the undreamed, a reality within myself