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Topic: I have this fear
AngelFireDream's photo
Tue 08/25/09 09:26 AM

Angel - just got my daily inspiration and wanted to share it with you


This new moment

The world is new in this new moment. Opportunity is fresh, and possibilities are yours to be fulfilled.

Regardless of what has already happened, today will be what you decide to make of it. Decide to fill it with meaningful treasures of your own unique design.

Don't be hindered by the disappointments of the past. In this new moment, you can choose a new, positive, purposeful direction.

Consider where you have been, what you have experienced, and all you have done. In this new moment, take the very best of who you have become and create some new, wonderful value.

You can learn, you can act, you can understand, you can love, you can appreciate, you can wonder, and you can fully live. Now is when the beauty of who you are can be expressed in a new and unique way.

This new moment is bursting with possibilities. And there is much new joy for you to know.


Thank you. I will try to take this to heart and practice it. The fear is that I do not know if I will accomplish it in time or be able to enjoy it. I will try to read and reread this and practicing being joyful in the moment. It is just hard, feeling a lone and unloved.

AngelFireDream's photo
Tue 08/25/09 09:29 AM

Angel hon, everything you want is already here... you just need to relax and allow it in, which will be difficult with constant fears. What you want and what you think about are not vibrationally matched up...

flowers

Intuitively, I know you are right. I just don't know how to do it and haven't been a fast learner in this area. Anxiety....is a terrible thing.

Ladylid2012's photo
Tue 08/25/09 09:52 AM


Angel hon, everything you want is already here... you just need to relax and allow it in, which will be difficult with constant fears. What you want and what you think about are not vibrationally matched up...

flowers

Intuitively, I know you are right. I just don't know how to do it and haven't been a fast learner in this area. Anxiety....is a terrible thing.


breath..meditate... I would go absolutely bonkers if not for my meditation practice.

AngelFireDream's photo
Tue 08/25/09 09:55 AM



Angel hon, everything you want is already here... you just need to relax and allow it in, which will be difficult with constant fears. What you want and what you think about are not vibrationally matched up...

flowers

Intuitively, I know you are right. I just don't know how to do it and haven't been a fast learner in this area. Anxiety....is a terrible thing.


breath..meditate... I would go absolutely bonkers if not for my meditation practice.

I will try that today. Thank you.

tanyaann's photo
Tue 08/25/09 09:58 AM
There will always be someone or God to lean on in times of need. You don't need to be married or in a relationship for that. :heart: ya!

MirrorMirror's photo
Tue 08/25/09 10:02 AM

of being a lone and dying a lone at the end of my life....no matter when than is. It could be 50 or 60 years from now. I still have this fear....and it has been paralyzing me the past week.

What I have desired and needed most since 1999 is family and a real and meaningful love. Strength. Someone to lean on, on the few occasions I need someone to fortify my own strengths. Getting sick, getting older, sucks.

I have only myself to blame if my worst fears are realized; but, blaming myself doesn't ease my fears, doesn't solve my problem.

No one knows what the future holds, but my optimism has gone for a while and I need to get it back. I refuse to believe that I cannot get it back. The alternative isn't acceptable.



scared I fear Draconiansscared

oldsage's photo
Tue 08/25/09 10:18 AM
I think, in the end we all die alone. Just us & our God.
Don't think people really know who is there in the last few minutes.
I have been with 3 people as they died, they didn't know it for the last 15-20 min.

Try to live life like every minute will be the last. Keep peace with your maker & you will be just fine. Least it works for me.


Had this as an after thought.

Keep my # handy, I will be there for you.

Does that help?

:wink: :wink: pitchfork :thumbsup: waving

AngelFireDream's photo
Tue 08/25/09 10:25 AM
Edited by AngelFireDream on Tue 08/25/09 10:26 AM

Try to live life like every minute will be the last. Keep peace with your maker & you will be just fine. Least it works for me.

Thanks, this is the part I will try to hold close to my heart. Its the loneliness and pain of life up till then, especially knowing that the "then" is a foreshortened one. It makes you kind of want to "hurry up" and accomplish. It is hard to accept that some things we really wanted, we will not accomplish in life. I guess that is the stage that is called "resignation".

I know I was loved once. It was real, even though it ended far too soon. I know I was cared for once, too - even though it was much less than I deserved or needed in my life. We waste time in life. You can't get that time back.

I will think about your words. Thanks.

Oh, and I misplaced it, but you may email it to me again, please. Thank you.

AngelFireDream's photo
Tue 08/25/09 06:30 PM



scared I fear Draconiansscared



You always make me laugh.

msmyka's photo
Tue 08/25/09 06:32 PM

i cant get my head around the fact that there are so many lovely people on this site, yet we are all alone


i have this fear but ive come to terms with my enevitable fate

i canot have,get,keep a relationship

and i cant change that

i hope you sucseed where i miserably fail

its not dieing alone i fear, but living alone

flowers flowers flowers

no photo
Tue 08/25/09 06:40 PM
flowerforyou and this too shall pass.


AngelFireDream's photo
Tue 08/25/09 06:50 PM

flowerforyou and this too shall pass.



I'm hopeful, but I'm afraid I won't be able to get through it -even though I don't know what I'll choose at this point.

AngelFireDream's photo
Tue 08/25/09 06:50 PM

flowerforyou and this too shall pass.



I'm hopeful, but I'm afraid I won't be able to get through it -even though I don't know what I'll choose at this point.

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