Topic: Losing It
d4tc's photo
Fri 08/21/09 11:53 AM


Recently
the decency
of my being
is weakening

most of what
I am seeing
I am too close
to believing

pale
and frail
light-headed
unreasonings

health
above PAR
claims scars
must be
D
E
E
Pen
ing

a nightmare
in which where
found dead
merely sleeping

i am breathing
under watch pulse
pulsar pulsating

middle index
on my neck
to detect
the art
love
heart
beating

the defeat
keeps on
feeding what
I am eating
inside
consistently
bleeding

out of a
a white
flag waving
body aching
retreating

waiting
no changing
for escaping
the needing

a grown man
reteething

uneasy pains
seething

a strong will
receding
all round
deceiving

this planet were
we stand still
or move never
repleteting

happenings
leaving
lossing
proving
looting
aweful CRIES

accrueing
shooting cans
grabbing
squeezing hands

cramping
BYES


msmyka's photo
Fri 08/21/09 12:00 PM
flowerforyou

Differentkindofwench's photo
Fri 08/21/09 12:03 PM
Keep breathing, I know ya wanna clench up and end it, but just keep breathing through it. BTW - good write.

LAMom's photo
Fri 08/21/09 12:05 PM
((( J )))
I just want to scoop you up and hold you,, reminding you,, that through life we all have imperfections,, ups & downs,, yet we are so worthy of the Happy ever after,,,,

I hold you,, I breathe for you, when you feel weak,,,

:heart:

ma_thompson's photo
Fri 08/21/09 12:08 PM
Your a good person and friend... Dont do anything Id have to come and kick you AZZZZZZ for!!winking

Well done my friend!!drinks


MzEm's photo
Fri 08/21/09 12:08 PM
Great write, you made me feel it...and like the ladies said it will get better....No lie.

tanyaann's photo
Fri 08/21/09 12:32 PM
flowerforyou Don't know what's behind it, but its gotta suck! *hugs and kisses* Chin up and breathe!

LAMom's photo
Fri 08/21/09 12:34 PM
Details in the Fabric
By.... Jason Mraz

When I am where you are,,
the music helps
:heart:

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Fri 08/21/09 04:14 PM
{{{d4tc}}} :heart: We are here for you