Thank you to all of you who are keeping me in your hearts, thoughts, and prayers during this time. God bless you all for being so kind an considerate. I miss him so much, it's unbelievable.

I think of you often DW. Wishing you peace.

I lost a DEAR lady from here 2 years ago sweetie, I know how much it can hurt, just hang in there it DOES get better with time!!

Auburn, could I email you directly? I tried to, but you have it set so I can't do that...




Also, thanks, Mikey, it just doesn't feel like it will ever get better right now...

I am sorry to hear about my prayers are with you and his family
rest in peace thomas

((((((DW))))))

Thanks everyone. I still haven't put the pieces back together...not even sure if I can anymore...I feel mostly numb...

T- my heart goes out to you everyday

Tommy, I heard this beautiful song and it made me think of you...I love you and miss you...

Jimmy Eat World--"Hear You Me"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scLcUfhd2kY

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go
I never said thank you for that
'thought I might get one more chance

What would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads, the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

So what would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance


May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

(May angels lead you in)
May angels lead you in
(May angels lead you in)
May angels lead you in

And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God wouldn't let it live

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

"Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours"


-Ludwig Van Beethoven

Tommy, I heard this song and it made me think of you. I guess this is now our song since we never really had "one" but more like a lot of them. This is it, now though, I suppose... I love you and I miss you! I wish you would come visit me!

Theory of a Deadman--Wait For Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAu9o6jA0S4

Wait For Me

You are not alone tonight
Imagine me there by your side
It's so hard to be here so far away from you
I'm counting the days till
I'm finally done
I'm counting them down, yeah, one by one
It feels like forever till I return to you
But it helps me on those lonely nights
It's that one thing that keeps me alive

Chorus:
Knowing that you wait for me
Ever so patiently

No one else knows the feeling inside
We hang up the phone without saying goodnight
Because it's the sound of your voice that brings me home
It's never been easy to say
But it's easier when I've gone away

Chorus:
Knowing that you wait for me
Ever so patiently
Yeah, you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and
It's everything I need from you just knowing that you wait for me

Bridge:
What I'd give
What I'd do
Knowing I'm not there for you
Makes it so hard to leave
What I'd give
What I'd do
Anything to get me home to you
And this time I'll stay

And you wait for me
Ever so patiently
Yeah, you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and
It's everything I need from you just knowing that you wait for me

I dont know how to post links and I know this isn't your type of music but I figured you'd appreciate the lyrics..


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pu6vV1p1y6I

Wow.Sorry for you and his/and your family