As I walk out on the porch
and the rain falling from the sky
I think of Neil and begin to cry
And I ask again to God why
I take a few more steps
and take a peek at my garden
growing to me left
I think wow God thanks
for growing my garden big and strong
And I ask again to God why
I look and see birds are dancing
in a puddle so happily
And there a rainbow peering
through the trees I see
And I ask again to Go why
The tears keep falling down my face
I look up and tell God , Neil should be here
There no other man like him
Neil can never be replaced
And I ask again to God why
I see a frog hopping hopping
on some near by rocks
He dosent seem to mind the rain
and the frog just seem to let life go passing by
Again I ask God why
The rain seem to be ending
and the sun coming out again
I ask God when will you heal my friend Neil
and send him home to me again
God says sometimes in life
we will have alittle pain
And I ask again to God why