i wish i had

a hollywood smile

to clean my teeth and shin

becuz its just then it starts to form

this feeling of dependcy

you feel like ****

and piss and it starts to just unwind

all these things

ive kept

like a secret in my mind

to remeber when i get old that i was young

and in my prime i left behind

yr tooth decay and absent ways

that left me happy and so grey

to think again

you were my friend

who said to me

you better leave

so i woke and grew

up

to realise that im a lie

ive always been and will never be

the type you want or will ever need

but its okay cuz i know

a napkin note told me so

kafka said id do best

if left alone

Good Write!

I enjoyed very much

Hope to see more of you