So I confronted my ex with what is going on with this new mystery girl.
It is not easy. We ended the relationship on good terms and no one on
earth could keep me from wanting her a part of my life no matter what.
I couldn't eat all day, and I am dehydrated from tears. She too,
believes this person is the one for me, although I cannot accept it. I
know not if she will want to be a part of my life, because I chose to
keep my feelings of a stranger, rather than maintain the security of
never being alone. I prayed with God, and I received no answer.
Perhaps I did the right thing, I stuck with my heart, rather than my
mind. Maybe I will end up being alone the rest of my life, although I
had made a promise to myself to never look back or regret. I am living
the part of my life I feared as a child, the part I seen in the movies.

Where man and woman both share love, although things just never worked
out. A song or video by Gwen Stefani had brought tears to my eyes....
a song called "Cool". I feared my life was to be like the video. All I
can ask myself is was it worth it? I may never hear from her again, and
she may learn the feel of a new man's touch. What can I do? Is she
going to be alright? I am blind with tears.

Good to see you back Faust.

I don't know what's going on, but stick with what your heart tells you.
You say you asked God and got no answer, where do you think the feelings
in your heart come from?

Yeah, perhaps you are right

God is in your Heart and Soul,,, He has answered you,, Follow your
Heart,,

Even if you could get back with her man, even if there was a chance
things would be different. You both have changed emotionally.

Thanks Stew, that makes sense. I just keep missing her already. I even
prayed again and I cried out all I could. I am not sure I made the
right choice. Sometimes we seek praise or compensation right away and
it is hard. This is soooooo damn hard.

I miss mine every once in awhile bro, i think time heals all. Now just
look forward to the future with someone else

It is hard when things don't work out, and two people still love
eachother. Because you always wonder what if....... I hate that.

The what if's in life i have way tooo many, so i have decided what
for...

awwwww faustino