its hard to be myself
when i wished for u u never came
i waited
i watched
but the time floated by

i thought we were meant to be
i guess i was wrong
u will never see
who i really am

i cant be myself when ur around
i feel like im trying too hard

i scream to be heard
i laugh way too loud
i cry too hard for u

to notice
me
but now i know
that we will never be
and i am so stupid

i wasted my days
and all of my prayers
on u how pathetic

people say
why did u try so hard
for him
he wasnt worth it
he never will be

but i saw something different
i dont know wat it was
but it was there
it was there

and now its gone


i look outside my window
at the moon
staring at the night i run away with my mind
no one is near
and i cry tears
again
for u

i cant help it
im all alone now
no one to hold now
guess im really

stupid

that was the missing word lol

idk just felt like writing lol

So deep. I love to write too