Hey there,have no idea how long this msg was posted up here but girl u are not alone we all go thru our ups and downs being a parent or even someone who is not. Ever need someone to talk to am here for you. Try to think positive and just raise ur kids the best u can with love and support. I know u r a good mom and is tough so hang in there u can do it!!

i have 3 kids there 7 years between the oldest and middle and 18 months with the youngest. i have have reg depression till my middle child then post partium with both younger kids. only my oldest fathers is the only one around, and my youngest was born 3 months early after i went in to labor at 5 months. so i hear ya.

kids r a great thing, at times just overwheling. hang in there and u do fine, remember there are lots of place and people who will help if u just ask, and i know thats the hard part.

My wife was having and affair for about four months with a friend of ours. I thought. He is married two we all hung out together. Agent to each others kids birthday parties and then this happened. When I found out I kicked her out. Now I have three kids to take care of and I work shift work. Just a little lost and don't know how I'm going to make it. I gotta work and gotta take care of my kids. Really bummed out.