Topic: Dear Diary...........OMG another Diary Part 120 + - part 42 | |
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Not where I live. I'm sure I'll over come my feelings at some point, but right now I'm just miserable. My family keeps saying I'm better off without her, but I wish I could feel like that and still feel like I have a purpose in life. Thats what hurts me the most, is the fact that I'm nothing now. Hell the other night I ended up taking 5 sleeping pills and wondered why I got sick over it. And when I told my co workers what happened they told me I could have died, and I just shrugged to them and walked off to clean the floors. Thats how low I've gotten about myself. I've started seeing my counselor every other week again so I can have someone to talk to about these things without freaking people out, but I think I may have to see her every other day at this rate.
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Not where I live. I'm sure I'll over come my feelings at some point, but right now I'm just miserable. My family keeps saying I'm better off without her, but I wish I could feel like that and still feel like I have a purpose in life. Thats what hurts me the most, is the fact that I'm nothing now. Hell the other night I ended up taking 5 sleeping pills and wondered why I got sick over it. And when I told my co workers what happened they told me I could have died, and I just shrugged to them and walked off to clean the floors. Thats how low I've gotten about myself. I've started seeing my counselor every other week again so I can have someone to talk to about these things without freaking people out, but I think I may have to see her every other day at this rate. |
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Edited by
Gypsy41
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Fri 06/05/09 12:05 AM
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ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fdhjdsafhjsadkhjsadk my cats wont come in~~~!!!
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<-----prepares missing cat photos.........
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heyyyyyyyyyy chevy where ya been???
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just sitting in the corner over there-------->
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well, shower and bed .......
have a great night gypsy, |
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Edited by
Gypsy41
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Fri 06/05/09 12:17 AM
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He walked into the party
like you were walking onto a yaucht your hat was stategically below one eye your scarf was apricot you had 1 eye mirror as you watched yourself guffaf..... and all the girls dreamed that they'd be their partner they'd be their partner Youre so vain!!! |
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well, shower and bed ....... have a great night gypsy, |
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dear diary...........Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm Im thinking again............about stuff...........
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and I dont like thinking about stuff............I dont wanna think about stuff............
but its always THERE.........it wont go away............. |
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Step 1........turn off brain
Step 2..........where is the cat??? Look for cat. Step 3.......Turn off brain again Step 4..........cant find cat Step 5.........Turn off brain Step 6........ where the fukc is that cat??? |
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I CANT SLEEP WITHOUT THE CAT!!!!
COYOTES WILL EAT HIM.........IF HE DOESNT COME HOME!!! |
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<----makes sign for Missing Cat.......
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ok this is NOT cool. Shadow isnt home.........its 1:00 am......I have to go to bed soon..........
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Edited by
Gypsy41
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Fri 06/05/09 01:14 AM
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ok weirdness!!!
I open the door and strange black cat with grey fur on his neck comes in!!!! I then spot shadow...........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................GIT IN DAT HOUSE RIGHT NOW!!! It was a surreal moment.......... |
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and so ends.............the days of our lives........
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