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Topic: Dear Diary...........OMG another Diary Part 120 + - part 42
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Thu 06/04/09 11:40 PM
Not where I live. I'm sure I'll over come my feelings at some point, but right now I'm just miserable. My family keeps saying I'm better off without her, but I wish I could feel like that and still feel like I have a purpose in life. Thats what hurts me the most, is the fact that I'm nothing now. Hell the other night I ended up taking 5 sleeping pills and wondered why I got sick over it. And when I told my co workers what happened they told me I could have died, and I just shrugged to them and walked off to clean the floors. Thats how low I've gotten about myself. I've started seeing my counselor every other week again so I can have someone to talk to about these things without freaking people out, but I think I may have to see her every other day at this rate.

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Thu 06/04/09 11:46 PM

Not where I live. I'm sure I'll over come my feelings at some point, but right now I'm just miserable. My family keeps saying I'm better off without her, but I wish I could feel like that and still feel like I have a purpose in life. Thats what hurts me the most, is the fact that I'm nothing now. Hell the other night I ended up taking 5 sleeping pills and wondered why I got sick over it. And when I told my co workers what happened they told me I could have died, and I just shrugged to them and walked off to clean the floors. Thats how low I've gotten about myself. I've started seeing my counselor every other week again so I can have someone to talk to about these things without freaking people out, but I think I may have to see her every other day at this rate.
Why not move???? Meet new peoples???

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Thu 06/04/09 11:54 PM
noway

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Thu 06/04/09 11:55 PM
Edited by Gypsy41 on Fri 06/05/09 12:05 AM

noway
welcome to the diary.......ignatiuss!!bigsmile

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Fri 06/05/09 12:05 AM
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fdhjdsafhjsadkhjsadk my cats wont come in~~~!!!explode

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Fri 06/05/09 12:05 AM
<-----prepares missing cat photos.........:cry:

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Fri 06/05/09 12:08 AM
huh

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Fri 06/05/09 12:09 AM
heyyyyyyyyyy chevy where ya been???drinker

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Fri 06/05/09 12:12 AM
just sitting in the corner over there-------->ohwell

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Fri 06/05/09 12:16 AM
well, shower and bed .......waving
have a great night gypsy,flowers

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Fri 06/05/09 12:16 AM
Edited by Gypsy41 on Fri 06/05/09 12:17 AM
He walked into the party

like you were walking onto a yaucht

your hat was stategically below one eye

your scarf was apricot


you had 1 eye mirror as you watched yourself guffaf.....

and all the girls dreamed that

they'd be their partner

they'd be their partner

Youre so vain!!!bigsmile drinker :banana:

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Fri 06/05/09 12:17 AM

well, shower and bed .......waving
have a great night gypsy,flowers
gnite chevy....drinker

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Fri 06/05/09 12:40 AM
dear diary...........Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm Im thinking again............about stuff...........noway

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Fri 06/05/09 12:41 AM
and I dont like thinking about stuff............I dont wanna think about stuff............

but its always THERE.........it wont go away.............








ohwell

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Fri 06/05/09 12:44 AM
Step 1........turn off brain

Step 2..........where is the cat??? Look for cat.

Step 3.......Turn off brain again

Step 4..........cant find cat

Step 5.........Turn off brain

Step 6........ where the fukc is that cat???

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Fri 06/05/09 12:48 AM
I CANT SLEEP WITHOUT THE CAT!!!!

COYOTES WILL EAT HIM.........IF HE DOESNT COME HOME!!!sad

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Fri 06/05/09 12:49 AM
<----makes sign for Missing Cat.......ohwell

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Fri 06/05/09 12:59 AM
ok this is NOT cool. Shadow isnt home.........its 1:00 am......I have to go to bed soon..........frown

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Fri 06/05/09 01:14 AM
Edited by Gypsy41 on Fri 06/05/09 01:14 AM
ok weirdness!!!

I open the door and strange black cat with grey fur on his neck comes in!!!!laugh laugh laugh laugh

I then spot shadow...........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................GIT IN DAT HOUSE RIGHT NOW!!!rant noway laugh

It was a surreal moment..........noway

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Fri 06/05/09 01:15 AM
and so ends.............the days of our lives........shocked scared shocked

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