again and again,
i take this walk of shame,
guilt tattooed on my forehead,
like its the name of the game,

i come and tell you im better,
and you belive im not sick,
all i really speak are lies,
my bed of filth spread thick,

to the ones who really love me,
im ashamed to show my face,
just knowing i disappoint you,
keeps me huddled in my space,

i always seem to walk away,
and crawl back when i need you,
how can you love me so,
when i cant even be true,

i see the love in your eyes,
but my soul cannot accept it,
you must go away from me,
i tell you i am desperate,

your word is your honor,
mine brings only hurt,
dont worry on thoughts of me,
i will only fall short,

change is on the horizon,
but the sunrise is far,
i try to reach for it,
but i cannot touch the star,

i hate this pit of filth,
but yet i crave it so,
i think of times of old,
but this darkness wont let go,

please dont try to help me,
im done depending on you,
you've exceeded your duty,
i swear ill pull this through,

dont say i dont love you,
this is not a fact,
my love tells you to leave,
can we please make this pact,

it is for your protection,
that we must break this bond,
i will never forget you,
the memories of you are fond.

thanks this one actually means a lot to me

Very nice...

I like it..ALOT.
I wish I could write like that!!

Simply beautiful,,,,

thank you

beautiful...

Wow - alot of energy and emotion! Excellent write!!

thanks for all ur responses!!