I'm nothing that I appear, solid yet scattered in so many ways
the things i've survived are shown by the proof of my change,
I have been in the highest of peaks and to the shallowest areas,
I've been places that I'd never want anyone to become familiar
Confidence in the ability to get through anything Im given now
so greatful to even be alive today after the miracles and trials
I dont think im a victem I know I played my part in all of it
It doesnt make the pain fade pretending it didnt once exsist
I know that some are still walking blindly believing they're alone
all I can say to one who is where I've been is that truth is cold
everyone thinks they know what's best for someone else who's broken
but until the shattered soul is ready nothing said is noticed.
Intentions are good and I know i have heard my share of good advice
but it took Gods love to bring me here and a really long time
to realize who and what I could be besides the wall I hid behind
not everyone is going to learn right way,
they will in their own right...