Can you take a bus home for a few days??? or invite them there????

I think if I just got to spend time with my family an friends this depression will go out for a little while. but money is tight an we are going back to Oh soon, after our trip to FL. I have been looking an looking for a job but as you all know its hard to get a job right now but I will not let that stop me, I have had 2 interviews so far an have another tomorrow.

I have been depredded until today because I got good news. Possibly I can lead you to good news. For starters, I don't want anything except to help you IF I CAN.
LeRoy

what was your good news? I would love some help. Thank you

The first step in fighting depression is accepting who you are and focusing less on what other people think about you. You must come to terms with yourself and realize that the most important person in your life must be YOU.

Now, your mind will make up all kinds of excuses for you why you can't do this, but you must force yourself to and everyday.

Chaos can only be controled by firm structure. As time passes, you will know what to do next as you start realizing your true value.

Sure anyone can have what I share.

apply for medical assistance for the meds, if you are not working you should be eligible

what is depression???

to be depressed???

what is depressed???

to be "pressed" upon by something???

what can "press" on self???

only what self "wish" not to happen to itself???

only what self wish would happen to itself???

sit in a chair, all by yourself, and allow the mind to think of all that it wish to NOT HAPPEN???

for each thing that come, embrace it, hug it, sleep with it, make love to it, eat it, drink it, as if it is reality already???

turn it over and over in the mind, and come to a FINALITY, which is to accept it as already happened!!!

for each thing, CAN SELF DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT???

does self WISH to do anything about it???

what self wish OTHER'S to do to it???

CAN self EVER make another do what it wish???

what if EACH only wish for this???

so the one that GIVE IT UP, HAS FREEDOM!!!

it is only FEAR that press upon self???

to look each fear into the eye, and accept it as reality, in advance, as already happening, over and again, will free self to see, IT IS FREE!!!

YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WISH, AND IF YOU DON'T DO IT, IT IS BECAUSE YOU "CHOOSE" NOT TO!!!

nothing can be "depressed", unless it has "repressed" fear, and not faced a fear, and run from it???

it is not easy to make self face the fear, of not getting from another what it wish, BUT NOTHING OUT THERE CAN MAKE SELF HAPPY???

self is only happy, when it find it's OWN POWER, and this only come when self see, so PROVE TO ITSELF, IT IS DOING WHAT IT WANT AT ALL TIMES, and nothing else OUT THERE, CAN OR WILL MAKE SELF HAPPY.

you can scream outside, you can jump up and down, crank up the music and dance till you drop, but face the fear, and you will be fine, and better than you were, EVEN BEFORE YOU WERE DEPRESSED TO BEGIN WITH.

will anything written hear HURT YOU???

CAN anything written hurt you???

can doing any of this hurt you???

hell no!!!

peace girl



peace girl

I am sorry that you had a bad counseling experience, but what that counselor did was unethical!

Here is a site with mental health providers listed. Call them and explain that you have depression and you are looking for a free mental health provider.

http://www.switchboard.com/Boonton-NJ/Mental-health-services/

I wanted to thank everyone for all the help. I feel a little better. You guys are so great!!

Most certainly get some sort of professional help. I take meds for SAD. I only have to take it 3-4 months out of the year when the weather is so bad and there isn't any sun but if it weren't for the meds I would be a mess.

Hon, you are saying here you started a relationship with this guy and moved out of state to be with him and you did not tell him you have a chronic illness?

Firstly, get help. Secondly, tell Randy the truth.

St john's wort