Please tell me what is a girl to do when she tries to be so true. When you love someone so much and your fighting daily just to proove. I done did everything I can do, the only way to win is to loose. Im already bruised from all the confusion. There aint no more tudes to choose. I think about makin a move, can't stay in the hatin mood. Sometimes I wanna die but id rather live life with the blues and satans rude.seems like everybody hates me, thr worlds on a mission to break me. I just don't think they can take me. Most of the people say they love me really tryin to see me fall. When it comes down to the nitty gritty won't nobody jump for me at all. The man in my life wanna see me crawl. Its hard to keep my composure, I spark a sweet get in the dark and cheef and that's where I become so clear. I regret some things I told him.I know I made his life a little colder, dut its kinda like he got more hatred toward me when I just want to hold him, and I know his heart beats for me but I just can't tell lately, its been so much hell lately and he knows how to make me so crazy. So CRAZY