...And think...

what the hell was I thinking?

yah. I've been doing that alot lately. hahah.

all that matters is.... that I'm over whatever it was...

a waste of time? no. a definite learning experience that I'm glad is in
the past.

growing up is a rush. no one knows what is in the future.

I hope whatever my future is, it will be alot better than the last
couple of years.

I know for sure... I'll think twice.

but my life is getting better day after day...

even though I had a bad weekend...

becaue there are people out there...F R I E N D S...

that want to make me happy and care about me...

T H A N K Y O U I L O V E Y O U!!!!!

Styx...Steph...old souled one...


I wish you to have peace within...

You are young and vibrant, live life doing what you love.

you know I have now that I am in my 40's and I do sometimes think what
the hell was I thinking...but I don't regret any of it. I have made some
bizarre choices in my life, but I have learned from everything that I
did or DID NOT do. Each decision built my character in some way! Now
that I am a 40's girl, I feel like I am just getting my engines
started

hey friend

thanks...

I am trying...

it's just hard sometimes...

too many jealous people out there...

that's good girl

just enjoy the moment

Absolutely...you treasure those moments more the older and thankfully
wiser you become! Life is meant to be lived to its fullest! That I have
learned!

Yeah, I do.

Every time I think about what it was like being married....

OK, I made the WORST possible choice in the whole galaxy, true
enough....

(Combination of rebound and sheer stupidity)

I've made a lot of mistakes, but that was THE "what the hell was I
thinking?" of a lifetime....!!

and it let you grow didn't it?

Mistakes are part of the ride!!!!!!

I have looked back a few times Stef but I have learned from the mistakes
that i made in the past and they made me a better person.

Never look back, only forward.
You cant change yesterday, but you could miss tomorrow.

Grow? In some ways. But it also almost killed me (literally) -- If I
had it to do over, I wouldn't do it.

I try not to look back with regrets because each step I have taken have
made me who I am today!!!!!!!! Even if it seems wrong now...it probably
taught me something very valuable at the time...So in essence the
good...the bad and the ugly are all a part of us and have taught us
something valuable about who we are!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes photofreek...

my thoughts exactly...


I don't wanna change yesterday Fanta...

yesterday helped me to become the person I am now...

yea i do makes me wonder every day what im doing is going to affect
tommorow an the decisions i make kind of scary somedays.

thanks Shelly

so true

I've made a couple huge mistakes in the last 6 months.now I'm
paying...ugh..

O K EVERYYYYYYYYBODDDDDDDDY STAAAARTTTTTTT YOUUUUUUUR
ENGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEEEEEES !!!!!!!!!

You cant see tomorrow if you spend all your time looking back either. To
err is human....

davinci1952

it will make you stronger...

and wiser...