determination i have to plea
bargaining is not in sight
this world is a new flight
got window seat in my view of life
feeling like a third world country
have to be grateful for suceeding few luxurys
this life i lead is way different awhile back
two incomes needed to pay bills and stay on the raft
the tide is high and the best surfer cant conquer
i trust in my mind to keep my thoughts proper
as hard as it seems im thankful for my life
gotta look in the sense that i control under strife
hopefully ill grow
i hate the fact that im unwealthy
money isnt everything but this country is getting the best of me
credit is what everyone bases how i live?
when the goverment trillions of dollars in debt and they JUDGE me like i sinned?
Im trying to stay on the brink of sane
My mind has me twisted fighting for personal gain
And i will not refrain
making my thoughts known
under the stress making myself feel the pain
wish i could go back cuz the future looks grim
but what can i do i was meant to live during this tenure
faith is what i have and nobody can take that or rendure
the mind is complex and tender
sending thoughts i must make myself a trend setter
no matter what life has in store for me
i must remember
as bad as i think i think im in trouble
somebodys always got double
sincere is the way i choose to live
im understandably inclined to give
my heart and soul to faith to worthy instances

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