wheres every one at

You've heard of "no strings attached" sex. Well, this is "no strings attached" love.

whoot whoot

I'm tired of playing the players. *sigh*

I've been saying that for years.

....Time to put words to action and make change.

Strange thing is....I never realised till just recently that that change had to be made within myself.

Easy does it.

I believe Tina

Help me gain self discipline. I don't know where to start.

I'm sillier

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Im the silliest of all

I'm tired of intellectualizing.

Last night, you called and you said you wanted me to be yours, wanted to "own" me, be with me like before. When I declined sex or a relationship for now, you abandoned me. I offered you love and friendship for now but you don't want that. Its not enough.

This is hard for me. I cannot regret leaving you. You gave me no choice! But, I don't know how to stop loving you and it scares me right now. Maybe I should leave mingle2 and stop using a computer so I'll never bump into you again.

Maybe you should stay out of my world I introduced you to and not attend the events and parties....stay out of my life so that it won't hurt me too much being in the same room with you in the future. You never said you were going to stay in my world if it didn't work out! This is another wrench in the works. How do I cope? I don't know how. How do I stop loving you....especially when you give mixed signals. Why does it have to be inclusive of sex or nothing at all....

I don't know how to handle this. I know you didn't lie to me 100%. I know I am just as much to blame and struggle with just as much sh!t as you. Despite your struggles, you were perfect for me. I lied to myself about those struggles you had and then it was too late....fell for you. I lied to you and said I might be able to handle some of your struggles.

I don't know what to do. We were a family. He's confused, missing you. Darn, I don't know what to do.

i'll give ya a run for your money too bad i'm not on here enough anymore...

I have to be nice, so I am going to be. You have done your dirty deed for the last time.

I really wish i knew what was going on..