I wish for times sweet slumber
It’s what I want the most
All my life I tire
Always wishing to be a ghost

Time and time again
I try for eternal sleep
But get no rest ever
I try but never reap

I must sow so slowly
Hiding all along
The creeping things inside me
I live with all alone

Hiding in the corner
Underneath the bed
Like a wounded animal
Wishing I were dead

They say what a coward
To want to take your life
ITS MINE I SAY STAY AWAY
You know not of my strife

They say it is a woman’s right
To kill her own child
For it is her own body right?
But stop my slumber trial

Swallowing my sanity
Three times a day
Just to live another
Wanting to slip away

Why can’t they leave me be
Why can’t it be no pain
Why can’t I slip right under
Why live another day

For others they say
You selfish fool
They care not about my pain
Only for their souls


The crying people who would miss me so
They don’t live my painful days
And they IM SELFISH?
Why can’t they see my pain?

Where will I find myself?
Amongst all this grief
Stay alive for them in pain
Or seek out my own peace

There is no answer to this
A double edged sword
Live in pain for others
Or sever this awful cord

For now I weep
And pray for sleep
I know will never come
I lay awake my life at stake
Still wishing for peace some more

DONT FREAK OUT. ITS JUST WORDS. IM NOT CRYING OUT OF HELP, JUST SAYING
WHAT I FEEL.

I know what you say, I would miss you. A smile always held dearly is
always held close.



G

{{{{{{{{ Karen }}}}}}}}}}}

Had me worried,,, I would miss you so
I hear your words sweetie

whats this about the intro was too long and i got bored i saw it was
about sleep so whose dead

If you got bored then you didn't get it and if you had read it right, no
one was dead. Explaination enough?