Life is crucial
Welcome the
Beautiful
Mind
you have
to shine
make life
your rhyme
smooth sailing
enhaling
love has finest
minus
all the evil
you can shut out
the raw meat
cold cut eats
processed
peeling back
the nonsense
cherishing
this planets
incest
a love too close
where love has no
boundaries
yet degrees
of seperation
kept him
from
getting with his
cousin
lovin
her at their young
age
his first crush
other than
two other names
one I can't deny
funky shoed pigtails
original view
her mind
sailed
her beauty
still to this day
prevails
the other
a real close
friend
I can't pretend
i have known
since three
three
decades almost
as though
close enough
to be
like incest
when she compared me
to her brother
as in brotherly
love
that simple kiss
with a flat hug
enough to make
my feet shrug
yet my hands were drugged
at this bar
I grabbed her face
a month ago
at that bar
before I threw up in my car
mixing
without matching
way beyond confident
relaxing
stomaching
plummeting
punishing
myself
for what?
I tell her
I want to kiss her before
that hour
i gush out the sour
and her eyes lids left
the scene
white eyed
alcoholic nice
marble size
smile
puckered lips
slip under
her nose
and you know
I had to
kiss this one
grabbing that face
cheeky hands embraced
I put my all into it
and she knew it
turning beet red
she did
and me
confidently
wisking her away
for a moment
wishing today
we were more
than friends
but as much
as she says
she would
she cant
in the end
so i suggest missionary
or some other form
we could vary
i could tell
she was scared of me
comming on to strong
the harm
tripping out
to my car
on a bathroom run
totally gone
i pass out
she opens the door
I look at her
in disgust
not because of what she said
but what i did
when i drank myself out
from under the table
letting it out
on the passenger floor
it was either in my car
or on her
and her beauty like wine
three decades
held dear near
mixing
not matching
single
we cheer
away
the time
a love too close
in her eyes
a sign
in my eyes
a crime

Great writing! I can tell this is a personal experience. :)

what kisses can tell

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