Your not going crazy, your already there hon. If I were in your shoes, my feet would hurt, and that sucker would be dead in my mind. I wouldn't give that turkey a moments thought anymore. It's time to just forget about him and move on with your life.
OK, so he took your virginity... too late now, you can't get that back.
Now get out there and find a good man. If he won't a year for sex, he's doesn't love and respect you, period. Most young dudes are shallow, and treat women like toys. Dennis

why can't young guys have the mind of...say thirty year olds?