There is a song called, “Everybody wants to rule the world.” But these days everyone wants to save this world of ours.


Here I sit in the sunrise unit, a mental health facility at 5:35 in the morning. My heart is swelling with so much I want to say today, but I know that the best place to say it is right here for now, in my notebook.


Lenny is restless as he talks of testifying and changing the oil prices and shutting down major automobile companies. He came here after me and to be honest he disturbed me and I said so to another patient. I later apologized to him of my discomfort and we became friends. I discussed religion and beliefs with him sparingly instead playing spades with him and Anita and Lee.


Many times in our pasts we as a people have said “We are living in troubled times.” And yet it is now changed to “We are a troubled people.”


We live on the edge of a mission in each of our own hearts. Whether for ill or well we are surrounded by constant signals to improve our lives. But just like candy to a diabetic or an offer of sex to a sex addict things can get out of control, very fast.


Losing control and allowing these things into our lives so easily can ruin us beyond what we can readily comprehend of right away. And yet you know you have heard this before, many times, and so have I.

Hello my handsome freind, thank you so much for posting on my thoughts, huggles and warm snuggles from your friend Nica, stay warm

Very thoughtful

Thanks my friend, I appreciate that. Hugs and warm blessings, Nica

Hugs to you for sharing!

Sending you prayers!!

Thank you sweety, Bless you too, huggles

you are always welcome, my friend.

Well I have to finish my painting before going to another meeting, so I will catch you all later, be well, huggles Nica, thank you all for your comments and prayers and freindship, you are all such special and beautiful people.