Soo.. I'm tired of being the back up friend.. People expect me to sit around with my thumb up my @$$ and wait for them to call me after blowing me off to hang with other people.. It's fine if you don't want to hang out with me. But, don't invite me to something then back out because "your friends don't want to wait for you and I to show up" Then expect me to wait by the phone so you can drunk dial me and hang out afterwards.. GAH! I need new friends.. Anyone want to be my new friend? Or drinkin buddy?

i remember this so clear about 18yrs ago
i would get drunk and i would end up calling people at 3am. and i would end up crying over something dumb.. havent done that forever and dont plan on that again.

Not cryin.. Not really that upset.. It just gets under my skin that I'm always like the last person to be included.... oh well my new friend .. Ezra Brooks and I will party none the less