Showed up unannounced today,
Although trying to reach you a million times.
Regretting the miles to find you,
It was the nightmare I feared.

The corners of your mouth raised,
But with wide eyes trying to disappear from mine.
I should’ve known at that moment,
I chose to be blind.

Blind so my sky doesn’t rain,
Hurricanes of mass despair.
Imploring, penetrating for shelter,
In a universe that‘s unaware.

Those dreadful notes came from your lips,
I’ve tenderly tasted many times before.
Listening, my body wants to collapse,
Also needing to touch you once more.

I fall to my knees while the rain pours down,
Recollecting the familiarity of this storm.
Attempting to grasp the thoughts surrounding me,
You keep telling me that you mean no harm.

You say that you’re sorry,
Toxicity hanging onto every word.
Difficult to comprehend I realize,
Just that it’s so ****ing hard.

Lingering miles away from me,
I am sentenced two days of depression,
Acting like it’s an honor I am bestowed,
Sense your desire of suppression…

Moonbeams crowd my twilight hour,
As I attempt this goodbye to amazement.
Still picturing your silhouette walking away,
Staggering and penitent…

When sunlight creeps through my eyelids,
I’ll be frozen without your warmth beside.
Hollow echoes where our laughter used to exist ,
Only one more magnificence that has died.

I Wish for you a sweet departing,
But curse you, affectionately, to think of me.
Farewell to the one I immersed my wild into,
Forever Good Morning, (whispering) Good Night and Sweet Dreams.

can relate to this on so many levels, a very powerful and bittersweet write

Thank you, pkd. It means alot to me. Good luck!

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nicely done...hope to see more...