I'm scared, because I don't know what I'm feeling.
I can't describe these pains.
Everything is brand new, to me...
To the point where it eats at my brain.
Everyone thinks this is all Psychological.
But, I know differently.
My Doctor wants me to take medications.
Oh, I wish they all could see.
All of these things are so very real.
It breaks my heart, each day.
I don't want to feel like this, forever.
Although I feel it will never go away.
Why do I have to suffer so much?
Why am I so weak?
Sometimes I lose my train of thought,
or words I cannot speak.
I'm told to write down most of my thoughts,
but it's the same thing, every time.
I have nothing new to write about;
no reason and no rhyme.
My stomach hurts continuously.
I always feel the same.
I cannot even describe the symptoms, I feel.
Everyone acts like I'm going insane.