I guess I’ll never know why
I sometimes still lay awake and cry
I loved you more each day
But you chose to throw it away
You told me you loved me too
But I was a fool to believe you
You sent emails like the one below
Telling me just how much so
But i know you never truly cared
Because this was said during your affair
An affair that sliced me to the core
There were not two people whom I loved more
The woman I met and knew right away
That with her forever I wanted to stay
And my little brother whom I’d protect with my life
Still he chose to lay with my beloved wife
The marriage is over now for it hurt beyond repair
Sometimes I wish I could just no longer care.


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Hey babdoll, I have been having a problem with the computer at home, I think it has a virus or something. I came up to mom's tonight to help her with stuff so I am using her computer. I just got the number for express jet so I will call and try to get that fixed. I also got a medium ordered in my dress because with the bra on it was too tight on top. I only had to pay half today. I paid $100 and 84 is due when I pick it up. That way I just paid cash and put my plane ticket on my card. It cost less. Anyway, I can't wait to see you babydoll, I love you! MUAH! TIMES A MILLON! (and put them wherever you wantthem) :) hehe! :)

wishing you peace within

Thank you pkd

Wow...harsh. I feel for ya. It goes back to the question: Who do we really know?

Isaac my friend, I pray that God give you his peace that passes all understanding within. He is the healer of souls as you and I know. Please give this to Him. Please let it go. It hurts to see you in such pain. He wants to heal you today. Hand your burden to him, revenge is His to serve.

In Christ's Name. GCG

Howling pain. Betrayal and a 2 X 4 splintered against your heart --- damn well written...........