True.. The alcohol comment was a joke. Drinking never helps.

Now where do I find this? XD

When people say '**** my life' when things go wrong, I say fork my wife instead.
I try to not curse to much. I feel like it symbolizes lack of vocabulary and self control.

I keep a razor in my car. XD

you evil evil woman

I figured the alcohol thing was a joke, I was just pointing out that I still think its a silly option overall. XD

But those are the best kind.

aww sweetie it takes time it kind of goes naturally or you have to sit down and think about what you want to get from life i personaly am in thesame boat as you but im getting over it by one day thinking abbout me for change like planning holidays or hangin out with friends takin up a new hobby doing something you enjoy and then let a man slide into your life not let a man be your life... i feel for u i really do keep strong and god bless x x x april

You seem like a very positive girl... I cant see why you cant see that you are better off.

You cant beat yourself up anymore, you have to see your own self worth and know, no one makes you a better person than you. Lift yourself up, dont look for others to make you happy. THEN and only then will you find the one for you.

Thanks. I'll keep trying. ^^

Yeah, if the bat don't work then that will.

I think the best thing to do is just spend time away from him. Thats what i did....it seemed to calm everything down.

I think the one thing that I have learned over the last few years of my life is that we're not always meant do to things alone. You know you have found a good person when they can see past your mask and help you up from the ground.
I also struggle with happiness because I find most of my happiness in making other people happy, even when they end up hurting me, I still try to make them happy.
I have actually gotten a little better about this over the years, but it's almost like an addiction for me. Even if I do nothing wrong, but a person I'm with (even just a friend) is unhappy, I automatically assume it was me and I do something to make it up to them.

You would think living almost 30 miles away would help that but our group of friends are a little too entwined..and I don't want to lose my friends just because I lost him.

And then there was silence....XD

Well at least I made a new record. Managed to get a post to last two whole pages! Hahahaha

Woop.

Pretty exciting. Usually only get one or two replies.

I think you need to explain to your friend how this makes you feel and if they are your friend they won't put you in the middle of this. If they don't understand or don't care, find a new circle of friends that help you and not hurt you.

I agree. Try some communication with the parties involved.