tired of trying to climb the mountain top as i sit on the curb and swaying my feet back and forth, and hoping that the days would never end as i feel so empty inside, and i know the bottle wont help me so. i dont want to party with others thats not on my mind, but my memorie has been short lately not sure why, maybe if im sober long enough i wouldnt have this problem, 90days clean boy i feel like i have so much energy to waste and feeling not so empty inside. i feel like climbing to the highest mountan and screem im alive