This can be a running thing. Purge of rage, or bursting glorious glee...
would love to read anything added...=0)

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Believe nothing
games played upon bruised hearts
Mean nothing
for you are nothing
To them
be taken for a ride
No grand thing
that preys on the weak
Ancient animal
instinct not evolutionized
Black hole
empty heart, wizzened
To a crone's fist
used to beat the beauty
From all

by me

so stike the match
that ignites the flame
burning crosses
of the insane
voices that cry
in the night
with loss of will
no stomach for fight
fend off the urge
the purge of life
unwritten unheard
shamed in strife.

doc

Awesome, you!

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Fooled again
an open wound torn
Ripped wide
and left bleeding
Who cares
when more than you
Can be had?
Gentle hands a myth
the biggest lie
Nearer to me
is pain, and trust
Naive, that
Believing
eggshells need care...

by me

left standing unwanted
confused admist the kaos
lost soul
wanderer of truth
the hand of righteousness
the heart of darkness
the hope of hopeless
is the myth of the selfless
all things whither
neacrotic flesh of a rose
dreamer smells sight
a prilgram without plight

doc
and ps. awesome YOU!

jeez. thanks=0)
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Respect, none there
love with fees attached
Promises less than air
child hurt, spirit
Breaking, crumbling
to **** that you are
Take the wrath
I am on you, love
I am in you, love
reflected what you have thrown
At innocence
woe to you, love
Dare to mark the young heart
Come back to you, I will
And, payment in full
will down you, you
Will fall yourself
I stand here, giving you
Back to you, you f***, love you
I wrestle myself to stop
From taking you out
Shattered baby, she was
You will take you out
fall you sh*t, you love
Crash, and burn
taking noone with you...


by me

personal purge...

don't run, LOL!

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I cannot stand generalizations and blanket statements...Way to f**ing
many of those...
So, this goes to those few, and you know who you are, that have tried to
f*** me up...

Carrion eaters pick at the shreds of heart left over from pain. So, to
say truth, honesty, honor, and love comes from these...is a sham to say
so very little.
Feed of the discards of others and us...So, what really is gained by
this, I wonder. If you cannot get to the essential part, and must gorge
on old hurts, then what does that say?
Lies, fear of yourself...to make a new you from leftover pieces of
others? That is too f***ed up.
Do you really believe yourself? Do you really feel what you think you
do? Or, because you are a shell pretending to be whole, you must fill it
somehow, eh? Yummy, huh?
So here we have those that are walking fakes literally, and not
dopplegangers, but a new kind perhaps.
Flesh and bone, clothing optional...wandering among the discards,
stuffing themselves with others' selves from times ago...Carry the
bruised pasts of us inside and be what was us at a time or other. So, no
reality, no physical you. Not really a you at all. Hmmmm
Just splendidly delightful...HAHAHAHA, too funny, that.
Wonder where the laughter comes from...humour...is it yours, or a carbon
copy of off all left behind for the treasure hunters...


'kay, that's it for now.lol

journey of innocence
fell to pieces you pray
back to the niceities
the illusion
wake up
opened, the eyes of a fool
love affair with myself
suicide of thought
before the last
round the corner
begins to cry
soul that turns
turns from black
blackness is blind
blind is the mind
mindful of none
none to beleive
belief is unsure
unsuure the f*ck said
time's still movement
you laugh, tears are fake
smile of the pained
embarassed and naked
crowds, multitudes
the congregation of the "hole"
wide and diversely scorned
peace hath died
lonely and crumbled
to your floor beside tolerance

my solitude, my place where i can purge myself
to be myself, understand myself before someone else
im my own being so
know this, i do not care
for the lies you tell yourself
i do not share.
words can express
a feeling a doubt
the words even true
as words, but can not do
my outlet is mindless
no thoughts to convey
understanding me id say
its not you, for me
my own is for me
again i dont care
but for this world
i will share
as the wind when it whirls
with all the debris
flachulance the corrupt
aromatized by themselve
pedigree of deciet
wicked belief
in rythm to be me
a lie no one can see
again i dont care
you and your stare
equality is not fair
when we all arent there
unbound by our torents
free to let go
redundant the laughter
only child will ever know
its like i'll tell the woman
who sits alone on the bench
if some crazy f**ker hurts you
i'll bury the f**k
and again, who cares


doc

thanks for the purge nene, i will use it often im afraid

I'm happy you have a place to do so... this is why it's here.

And, I felt that.

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The downward...


What motive of this disdain did cause?

Black fear and shaking, call was made.
Power, force, and icecold rage
Used deep to wound the souls soft core.
Knife edge blood spills to the floor.
Silence bears the scream within,
And closing mind to pain too great.


Detached one watches from ceiling's height,
As body ruined, soiled, defiled.
Whiteness of face and dark blank eyes
Peer to the place of no return.
Agony of time winds centuries slow
Measured not in jackrabbit heartbeat.


Final wrench of last sanity scrapes
Indignant words of solicitous lies.
Pretending actions, survival's needs
When death had died five thousand lives.
Stolen safety, robbed till blind
Corners no longer safe to hide.

Toxic waste purged, cast over all
Stripped bone and ashes, crumpled score.
Ghost-like motions, stumbled path
Sweating glass and demons foam
Fanged memories scrape mindless raw
Darkness of ending craved one last breath.

To the edge with dangled feet
Clifftops of madness waiting to drop
Briney ocean awaits the tide
Sweet relief, possibility awaits.
Child's call returns some heart
Turns and drags reluctance into the light.

Fantasies of red-black rage
Flames removing burning beds
Desolate, torn, trust weak resolve
Collapse divided unkempt lives.
Pooled dignity trickles down
Through sewage of contempt.

And the upward.....


Flicker flame of resolve true
Building faith, core mending wounds
Silence loosened, words tumble forth
Hand flies parchment scrawled with facts
Faltered steps, hesitate, retreat
Corners pushing forward, breathe.

Counting seconds, holding on
Stretch to minutes, scraps of a day.
Bruising leaves, remnants released.
Spine straightened, jaw set begin
Lungs fill deep the story told.
Gathered strength, damburst felt.

Defiance, truth, tongue unlocked.
Accuser, pointer, fierce wisdom held.
Momentum, rapid stride long night
Ears open, eyes of horror held.
Releasing, ending, fear held long.
Replaced with petals soft embrace.

Dignity returned intact,
Cauterised, cleansed respect.
Retreating shadows of past now told
Diminished grasp, scars healed.
Empowered walls, battlegrounds overgrown.


Evolution.

embraced, empowered, emboldened

emblazened by the thought

enlightened, entrusting, encouraged

entranced by fist wrought

i see you there

naked and bare

yet still you share yourself to me

i feel you there

the night that you share

alone with the pain inside you see

overcoming fear there

thanking me to hear

what a beautiful soul can be


thanks - d

on her knees
blood and fear
less than fear
when babes were gone
terror be
when wills be forced
Uncle! Uncle...
I give up, please!
pleas...

until the next time...
Nene

so no sh*t there I was
numbered and faceless
dust in my lungs
air hot as the sun
ten if by night
eight in the day
two in the morning
my own roadside grave
laughing with no care
and see the comic truth
blood stains on the street
as a dog runs off with you
memorialize in time
tears that shouldnt come
hows the view i wonder
thru the eyes of an only dead son



eeerrrr!

there is no view
from the shell once departed
only the living hang on
spirit be free to go on
somewhere
or move to the level once higher

and on a higher plane i saw him
light burning in my eyes
the flash of the fire
the death wish of desire
one hell of a time
to be in the right
of binding inconsequence
a world thats not less bright
so say he dont know
a wanderer soul
am i the confused
as he turns to slowly go

Broken child delivered in fog
Of disbelief and empty eyes
Catatonic puppet.

Pure rage of disbelief
Stutters forth
Cacophony of outrage

Car door slams
Broken silences
Shattered doorframe

Hide the child
Rapid fire response
Slow motion time

Thoughts gone, reaction strong
Empty moments paused in time
Body present with clenched fists

Disrupted mind with roaring pain
Rains down upon the focal point
Allow me this death of worthless contempt


Take away that which is not worthy
Give me the strength, the right to decide
Concede no longer available.

Justice prevails with lights of blue
Removing the stain of evil
From physical space

Childhood forever stolen
Sweet damaged bird shivers
As soft arms hold close.

something a little more light hearted



mood lights bouncing off the walls
flames dancing in the air
people swaying from side to side
and Im feeling up for a good time
so come on forget about all your problems
for a minute you are mine
to much can take away the shine
but when you close your eyes
thats all behid us
and we can drift aimless and free
isnt that the way its supposed to be
im aimless and freeand im riding a wave
and im feeling like i should be

Gain what, who, where, why
life is precious, delightful
Not to you, for anyone from you
handfuls of dust, and not
Anything, never was
speak well, draw in lines
Of your making, taking...
noone there, not really
Never was, and story of woe
deep, huge, made up
This is the tale of you
and not you, nothing there
Empty air

Nene

To today, this time
just this hour
and, still left wondering
did you really do it?
swallow the whole bottle?
contact me after months
still and silent
the final goodbye
not returned by me
are you at peace?
should I have
tossed the stomach pump over many the miles?
made the call, you did
I did after
left to wonder
are you there, still watching
make a terrible mark
upon a soul
more souls you've touched
one selfish act
one last act
one last
one


nene