ok well I talked to my parents an I am going to see bout taking some personal time to get my head back on stright. If that does not work I am going to go home an get a part time job an go to a vocationalschool for the Pharm tech. Its not the class..I miss having my life, I miss being free!! here Im stuck..its alot like jail! I can't leave when I want to, I have to try to get a pass then have to have a ride, cant just wait out! But Im going to TRY to get my personaly time an get my head stright to see if I can finsh this.

The class is about 7-8months, I have only been in the class for 2 weeks.

On a seriuos note,
u only have one life to live,
you are only young for a brief moment in time,
live LIFE!

If you never roll the dice,
than you will never know!
FEAR can be good, bad, or funny!

Your 21 years old. It's way past time to do things yourself and for yourself and not for your parents. This is just another experience in life, and you will have many more of these. Just make sure you really like this guy before you move in with him.

I wish I had listened to my parents when I was your age. I have accepted my mistakes and failures and grown from them... but how nice would it be to not have made the mistake in the first place.