Weren't you going to bed?

Yes..

I was standing over my dad when he died. Yes I was holding his hand. It's not a pretty sight at all. I just lost my mom in August. I left her for an hour to take a shower and eat a sandwich. When I went back she had passed away. That was not a pretty sight either.

I worked on an ambulance for many years. The unit I worked on did the most full arrest. That really gets to ya. Watching people die all the time and holding there hands and talking to them.

How did it make you feel?

not something id want to do tho. lol

if i went to a party with alot of my buddies i would of probably watched my buddy die

someone slipped exstacy into his drink, like 20 mins later, he told my other buddy he felt sick and went outside, which brian followed him, and he dropped to the ground dead in the front yard.

the guy that died was 18 and never done a drug, and wouldnt ever drink, by far one of the nicest guys i knew as a friend. really good kid. he would be the one sitting in the back of the crowd thats acting stupid and just drink his coke and laugh.

It wasn't family, seen a couple of friends die...the circumstances that surround it I can't speak of, but it came out of nowhere and left me in a state of confusion as to what had happened.

It's not a good feeling is it?

I am really sorry about your friend.

As far as I felt it isn't a feeling as much as a question or a state of blankness, but again what I saw was more to the point then watching someone who is losing their life to an illness so the thought or feeling is probably not the same as watching someone on a deathbed.

thanks, i edited his age, i put my age at the time, whoops, he was 16 i was 18. it was his time to go. good guy had a good future ahead of him.

That is so sad. His life was just starting. Did they ever find out who did it?

I understand, but it still hurts.

Doubtful, I lost a friend the same way...they never found who slipped the drug in his drink (the drug was Percocet though), the only way to find someone based off this case would be to match the chemical components of the substance which is difficult when the substance is legal.

there were a couple of who they thought may have done it, but everyone there, which were alot cant remember half of what went on. but they figured it was the ones that left right before he walked outside and dropped. which were also the ones with the pills and the ones that didnt drink or do anything. but no, no one ever got caught.

Bumping this for goodtimes!

I'll put it like this. If my Mom should ever die, which I hope is a million years from now, I hope I am right there with her until her last breath, holding her hand and consoling her.

I am finally at the point in my life that if my Father should die, I would be okay with sitting there with him and possibly even holding his hand. But I don't want any words said between us. That would be the only condition.