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Topic: I want to ask something serious...
DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:00 PM
Im wrong...

sugarbunsss's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:00 PM
waving laugh flowerforyou

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:02 PM
Hello Bunsss


Why the laughing face?

A64WOODY's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:02 PM

If I only knew what pyhcotic was.....
pyhcotic.....the act of eating "pie" to compulsivity.

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Tue 10/14/08 09:03 PM
Chefs get to kill animals all the time....they call it cookinglaugh


Ive been to professionals and I know more then they did

But I will be looking again to find someone who can do what their title tells they should do


I can cook...I like to cook ^^

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:04 PM
Thats a good point....maybe I should go back to cooking to make sure I dont get into anything...

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:05 PM
SO I guess the serious part was taken away now....


Fair enough


thanx everyone for your responses ^^

beautyfrompain's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:13 PM

SO I guess the serious part was taken away now....


Fair enough


thanx everyone for your responses ^^

You want serious...killing animals is not normal and can lead to other things if not dealt with.
Get help....I know you are not a Christian, but I would say talk to a trustworthy Pastor.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:15 PM
Yes I know that,

and again I dont want to do this

I was told its called a "Black out"

and I hide it from myself because I am ashamed of what I have done

I am seeking help

Winx's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:25 PM

Bonjour Findme ^^




I found a rabbit, and it was alive in my hand, but when I put it down it didnt move..it was dead

but I dont remeber doing anything to it




Possible heart attack?

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:29 PM
Im not sure

It seemed so quick...

bergeia's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:30 PM

Ive been to professionals and I know more then they did

But I will be looking again to find someone who can do what their title tells they should do


I can cook...I like to cook ^^



well its always harder to examine yourself for alot of people. if you can give yourself a truly honestly differential diagnosis kudos, most people cant. i understand you though, those "doctors" dont understand it, they never went through it. imagine explaining to one of them your friends blood running all over the HMMWV youre driving and his ****ing face is dented form a bullet, then crying and all they do is sit there and ask about your relationships. nothing related to the human mind is eays to understand or treat or even to comprehend at the most basic level. but if youre sane enough to question your sanity, youre doing ok brother.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:33 PM
Thanx bergeia



Ive always questions mine...but I never understood why

bergeia's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:34 PM
me too. i enjoyed shooting and getting shot at and tried like hell to die. it made me question myself. now after 3 years im dying to re-enlist and get back to war. why i dont knnow. no one knows. and any doctor who thinks they can heal your mind is a little bit nuts, but at least knowing we have something wrong gives US a chance to fix ourselves.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:35 PM
Yes, I agree

I would like to be able to help myself

I dislike to get others involed...but there are times that I just cant figue it out on my own...

bergeia's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:38 PM
were nto supposed to all the time either. its part of the mysteries and complexities of humanity. as for you and animals. i wouldnt worry, you might insanely unlucky, you might have an innate urge to hurt them etc.


psychotics are characterized in the media as insane, whcih they are, but also, they feel theyre always doing right in their eyes. or what theyre doing is natural, knwoing youre doing it and knowing its not too healthy or good, is a good step to finguring out whats worng and fixing it, id say just keep plunging into your own mind, try meditating, youd be suprised what kind of thoughts come to you when youre relaxed,lol.

DeathsTreaty's photo
Tue 10/14/08 09:40 PM
Thanx again

I will be looking for things to help me




Thanx again everyone who posted


I must go for the night and sleep on this


Have a good night

Au reviour

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