Apparently I'm the dumbest weakest person on this earth because even after my boyfriend well now ex Chris faked his death and got another girl pregnant (yes he's still with her) I miss him TERRIBLY he's still my biggest weakness and the main reason i cry at night part of me hates him but its a s mall part...most of me misses him I'd take him back in a heartbeat he has apologized but it doesn't excuse the hell i was thrown into sometimes it just really hurts and the whole missing him makes no sense if he loved me he wouldn't have faked his death to be with the other girl UGH i need ice cream =(

I'm looking into faking my death can you give me some pointers

right cuz ur SO hilarious

im glad yall are so amused

I was being serious

I dont know why you feel the need to make fun of this tina i dont even know you so if u wanna joke about it please keep ur comments to yourself

wow this crazy

I'm offended that you don't take me serious but sorry to offend you

im so glad i could amuse u too

SmurfyPoet....what doesn't make sense is that sometimes we want the very thing that we KNOW is bad for us!

To work through your pain and disappointment channel your energy and interest someplace productive. Start doing things that you enjoy, that are good for your spirit, mind, and body. At first that will be a way to occupy the time and help you get over this destructive relationship, but eventually you will be stronger, happier and able to resist the things, and people, that aren't really good for you anyway!

Just to let you guys know...this did happen to Nicki...he had someone tell her that he died of cancer so he could be with some girl in Texas...then showed up a year later with a friend request from another site...Nicki mourned him for a year thinking that he had died a horrible death.

look missy i had a loss in my life ,one my family members past away, learned to move on you should do the same

Someone faking their death- that is a horribly cruel and selfish thing to do.

I hope you find the strength to stay away from this person.

Stay away from this guy.

well said~!

Amen, Kim! For those who don't Nicki and didn't go through this with her, maybe you can't understand the depth of her pain and anguish. But, I do know, I was there through many, many tears and all the heartache and the regrets and the what might have beens. Then to find out it was all a lie? Then to wonder if everything had been a lie and to know you are probably never going to get a truthful answer and never have any kind of closure? And the only "truth" you have are the memories of happiness, and even those are now tarnished? How would you feel?

Nicki, I feel your pain and know that no words can make this right for you. But to echo someone else's sentiments, somehow a lot of us DO want what we know is bad for us, for reasons we can't explain even to ourselves. But, Chris is toxic for you. And I know you know that, in your head. Your heart, it'll catch up

Go talk to someone who is a professional in Dealing with this type of thing to keep you away from someone like
This I am no expert so i am not going to give any advise
Other than seek out a professional consular to help you

That guy is lower than a snakes belly!
anyone that would do that has no regard for anyone but himself.
He is a real lowlife and the girl he is with now is not the winner but the loser.Do not envy her feel sorry for her .
Whenever you feel you miss him remeber the horrible and crushing pain he caused you.
Good luck !