I just woke up about 15 minutes ago. Getting ready for work.

Unfortunately ,me. Lol

What's up Matt?? How's it goin tonight brother???

Eh wondering why Im still up ,I'm in the middle of making a hard decision about my life, but at least I have something to do lol.

Work??? Already???? Wow!!! You must be pretty tired!!!

Whatcha thinkin about???? Maybe I can help??? Or is it personel????

That's an understatement. Not only did I spend my one day off doing housework, but I had the hardest time going to sleep last night, and I really want to go back to bed!!

Not really, I have to decide whether or not to move to California, where I know I can have a better way of life more opportunities, Ect. BUT my whole family lives here ,so if I move I wont see them almost at all anymore. Its like my common sense is telling me to go but my emotions are telling me to stay.

Wow....that is a hard choice to make...You have to figure what's best for you brother.....but, always remember family is number 1....it is for me anyway.... I know whatever choice you make....will be the right one....

Not really, I have to decide whether or not to move to California, where I know I can have a better way of life more opportunities, Ect. BUT my whole family lives here ,so if I move I wont see them almost at all anymore. Its like my common sense is telling me to go but my emotions are telling me to stay.

Not really, I have to decide whether or not to move to California, where I know I can have a better way of life more opportunities, Ect. BUT my whole family lives here ,so if I move I wont see them almost at all anymore. Its like my common sense is telling me to go but my emotions are telling me to stay.

Matt, I was in your position a couple of years ago. I had to make the choice of moving to New York or staying here. And believe me, I was scared to death. But, I went ahead and took the plunge. Although I did have a couple of bad experiences and missed my family horribly, I had some really good experiences too, as well as learning alot about myself. I've since moved back home, (which you can too if it doesn't work out) and so glad I am back, but I wouldn't trade that experience in for nothing.

Take your dreams and rum man.
Always look back, always know where your going.
Family will always be at your back.
And your future always before you.
Chances were made to take and live.
Be safe, be alive.....and FLY!!!!
At my age I have missed some chances and now wish I hadn't,wink..I wish ya the best..

Okay, I'm off to work. Have a great day everyone!