I feel as though Ive spent my entire life going through a series of illusions-
each one a a bonefied truth until, the truth be known, I find I have been living yet another hopeful lie. From my fear of the darkness and the Boogeyman that turned out to be a coat hanging on a closet door to seeing someone that made my heart skip a beat yet afraid to speak my heart for being rejected, I have lived a continual lesson that for me, as a human being, nothing is ever what it seems...
Still, standing here in what should be my years of knowing better, I keep finding myself in the illusions of my life- the illusions created by my desires,
my beliefs, my hopes and my fears. as I go through each open door and discover how blind Ive been, I forget everything Ive learned and proceed toward the next door...
Illusions- the illusion that no one gets me- that I am too something or another, that I am at all anything other than what I am is here again.
Id thought Id share that.

Welcome habitforming, push your illusions aside and come join the people here, have some fun and make some new friends

Welcome...that was very well written!

This is wonderful...thank you for sharing it with us.{{{{{{{D}}}}}}}

Get rid of your illusions, welcome and have fun. There are some great people on here, really.