when i think of all i gave
and forgave
and all i dreamed
and strove for
of every moment i spent in awe
and every day i adored you
when i think of all the time i spent
trying to make something real of
circumstance
i ache inside
my heart feels used
my love abused
and i will cry
oh, how i will cry
but, how could loving you hurt so bad
no one person is to blame, they say
but, i have never been done this way
you didn't lose me
you pushed me away
i will not settle for second best
my love will not be put to test
you only hate me because i won't allow you
to make me hate myself

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