Love and life and all things lost
Betrayed and beaten and nailed to a cross
Soulless crucifixion, what a sad story to tell
How everything good just rots in hell
A once red heart turns black as night
To fight or let death take flight
Looking to the past to predict the future
Scar after scar bruise after bruise what a horrible creature
Blood runs cold and chills my veins
Who's reality is this, am I just insane
But still I remain, holding fast, emotionally drained
It's all come down to thought
And even that is leaving me behind
Could I hit rewind could I start again
I suppose if I could I would but then who would I be
It's all uncertainty in a world of mixed greys
It's no wonder people lose their mind and choose not to stay
Spiraling downward just out of control
Pulling me down into your ****ed up hole
I'm losing everything with my fists still clenched
I'll go down swinging in blood I'll be drenched