I wrote this many years ago (almost 10!)




~*~Inner Beauty~*~

I know I am not super sexy
Chunky and not to beautiful

But why is it so gad damn hard
To find a man who is true

They all promise to change my life
And honestly they do

They have made me realize
I am good only for a one night stand

Screw the b!tch then leave her
She won't really care!

Don't they know I have feelings
Or do men not really care?

I am not looking for your pit
Just hoping you will understand

If you promise not to crush my heart
I might just let you in

But until that time comes
I don't even care to begin

Well loOks aren't eVerything! & Inner beauty is what really counts.......Don't think that your the only one because we all haVe been used in one way or another! Most people don't eVen know what inner Beauty is! Just as long as you know who you are on the inside then that should be all that matters. LOve will come to you when you met someone who is willing to take the time to know you for YOU!

Don't ever let someone mak you feel that way!!!Thats so sad.

I was in a really bad place when I wrote this.


I'm almost in that same "zone" again, but trying to stay out of it. There HAS to be someone real out here who understands.

Ah....