I have to agree with the others, life is what you make of it. I find that I like being happy over being depressed. I love to smile and have a good time. So that is what I do. I hope that things brighten up for you.

i think you should be talking to a professional instead of asking our advise, because feeling like that is pretty serious and requires professional attention

my advise would be to see a doctor and soon because they could help you better and maybe prescribe you a anti depressant till your able to sort life out and get back your zest for living

Well that may be the problem.

Sounds like w/ that schedule you have no time for yourself.
That's the problem then. You just live to work.
Do something for yourself, get your nails done, your hair, massage whatever. Just do a "Pamper Day" and relax. You should do this like once a week, at least once a month, even just for a few hours. That is just soo important.

And all who love you. And you may not even know who they all are.

i rub a feather from a seagull around my sphincter


just trying to cheer you up

Ok this is what I do,and what I've done for years,Ive been going through a rough patch,Tring to make ends meet,Bad divorce 2 of them in fact.1st was May 12,2001 & 2nd was Septempet 22 2005.Well then theres my girl now a teenager ,she'll be 14 on 9/29/08..I'm disabled unable to work due to several problems,they are Neurofibromatosis,a chari-malformation 1,Scoliosis,a form of spinal bifida,suffer from horrible migraines,have a heart murmur and a slight prolapse,lets see total I've had aroud 80 or so surgeries,70 of which I was put to sleep for,I have terrible pain,Which requires me to take daily meds to function,But I have always strove to do what I could,To be as healthy as I can.Exercise,clean,cook,play with my pets,spend time with my child.familyu friends,piddle around,Do what ever I can or want,The key is to believe that theses days are fleeting,,know that your future is brighter,happier.See it in your mind,speak it out loud,truely believe,see your self as you want to be,living where you want & how you want,what ever.But 1st you must percieve it,believe it,hope for it,pray for it,reach for it.Know that it can & will happen,speaking it out loud gives it a voice & sense of realism..You may not Know how you can get there,or how it will happpen,But remeber,God is bigger then your problems & circumstances,think big & follow your heart where he made lead you.We can's see the big Or full picture,but its there waiting on us,and all we need to is ask it of him,Will it happen immediately,maybe not,But you need time to change your path from where you are to where you are going & where you want to be,Start by telling yourself everyday,that you are beautiful & special,loved,that you have a gift that only you can share with the world,remeber your dreams,speak them often,keep them real,stay away from negative people,places,things,etc,Stay true to these things & I promise that your life will be better then you've ever imagined