Topic: i just want to cry
hauveralan's photo
Tue 08/26/08 10:00 AM
i just seen my son for what will more then likely turn into the last time for a long time. I have to move out of state and have no idea how i'm going to beable to get him again. I just want to lay in my bed all day and cry. I wish I could find work closer but i have been looking for the last 4 months and have dried up all my savings and ran up a few thousand in credit cards already just trying to stay here. I wish everything could have all just been so different. I feel like such a loser and worthless right now. What kind of man can't support himself let alone his own child.

Queene123's photo
Tue 08/26/08 10:03 AM
Edited by Queene123 on Tue 08/26/08 10:03 AM
im sorry, you have to do what you know what is best for you right now and im sure your son will understand....:cry:

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Tue 08/26/08 10:05 AM
I read your profile. You're trying.. Alot of so called "fathers" don't want anything to do with their kids. I see by this post,and by your profile that this is NOT the case with you. Keep your head up, and it will work out for you. Keep the faith. Get a phone package that allows you unlimited long distance calls. It might cost more than you want, but in the long run, it will be cheaper because you will make a lot of calls to your little guy.. And if he has a pc as well, you can maintain daily contact with him..

flowerforyou

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Tue 08/26/08 10:05 AM
You do what you have to do.......you will see your son again.......flowerforyou

Its hard when you have to work hours and places that are not near your child......ohwell

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Tue 08/26/08 10:05 AM
We all hit hard times, but need to keep the faith that things will get better...after all, when you get to the bottom...no where to go but up...So sorry that you will not be able to visit with your son for a time...hopefully the phone and computer will provide communication for you both until you can be together again...web cams are great! Wish you the best and hang in therebigsmile flowerforyou

shortiemix's photo
Tue 08/26/08 10:09 AM
Keep your head high..you will make it. I wish you the bestest.

Joaverage's photo
Tue 08/26/08 10:12 AM
flowerforyou I'm sorry you have to go through this. Have faith. And you never know what's waiting for you when You
get where you're going. You may be able to see him very soon. Stay in touch with him as much as you can. He'll feel your love. And I pray you find some comfort.flowerforyou

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Tue 08/26/08 10:25 AM

i just seen my son for what will more then likely turn into the last time for a long time. I have to move out of state and have no idea how i'm going to beable to get him again. I just want to lay in my bed all day and cry. I wish I could find work closer but i have been looking for the last 4 months and have dried up all my savings and ran up a few thousand in credit cards already just trying to stay here. I wish everything could have all just been so different. I feel like such a loser and worthless right now. What kind of man can't support himself let alone his own child.


You sound like the kind of man who cares & trys. You are more than a paycheck!flowerforyou