Just saw Woody Allen's new movie, "Vicky Christina Barcelona" and I loved it! A psychological Love Story (endearingly psychological, that is!), of a male Spaniard loved by three amores, all four of which knew each other and loved each other equally (at least as 'equal' as Woody could contrive!)

But it leaves me with a question, as to exactly what might be possible, in the heady 'world' of relationships! Now, of course, this guy can certainly fantasize that I, too, might someday have a similar relationship with three beautiful women... I did say 'fantasize', didn't I?

Anyway, I don't think that I could be the Romeo in this Tale, because he seemed to be too much 'in need' of constant love, affection and attention, from one or more of 'his women' (although that might be nice!) The 'problem' with him, as I see it, is that he could not ever 'be alone with himself'! And even though there seems to be a similarity here to myself, yet it is actually quite different, in that, as to myself, in order to successfully do and achieve the many things that I have done, not only in my 'past Lifetimes' (as I might call them, in contrast to my present Lifetime, or period, of about the last 20-some years!), but also now, in my present Lifetime, I certainly could not have done and achieved what I have, if I were to be as Woody Allen's 'Hero' was, a man constantly 'in need' of femininity, and surely being 'distracted-from-one's-Lifework' thereby such relationship(s)!

And yet it does behoove the question being asked here... Is it possible? And I ask this from, as I have said, a somewhat similar yet differing perspective. Because, irrespective of all of my current Lifetime accomplishments, which actually did need my concentration, devotion, time and energy, in order to 'Give Unto Others...', that of which it was mine to Give, in Service to Our World and Humanity... I do find that I do 'have the need', of a feminine relationship (not necessarily three, but one would do!)

So, differing from Woody's Hero, who apparently could not 'be alone with himself' long enough to create something worthwhile to the World and/or Humanity (although perhaps the Movie did portray him as doing so, at least in an artistic sense), I find myself asking whether there might be a Woman out there who might, somewhat similarly to the movie, be willing to devote Love, Affection, Attention, Time and Energy, to a Guy who is innately devoted to exercising those very same 'qualities', instead, to the World and All of Humanity?

This is not to say that I might not at all be 'reciprocative' to such a Woman, and not return such 'qualities' unto her, but just that, in 'feeling' for her, he (myself) would also equally 'feel' such for the World and Humanity! In fact, it would certainly be 'ideal' if, at the same time as she might be daily 'showering' me with suitable amounts of Love, Affection, Attention, Time and Energy... she might also be assisting, advising and intelligently 'contributing' to the Efforts that we were Both Making For The Benefit of the World and Humanity! In such a 'situation', I think that I could certainly 'shower' my Mate back-in-return equally, as 'She Dost So Give Unto Myself, So Dost She Also Receive Back'! (Somehow that sounds similar to the old "Do Unto Others..."!)

Then I could 'forgive' Woody's Hero for his constant 'need' for a feminine 'Reality' in his Life, when I could 'see' such a Reality in my own Life, where that Reality was not only The Love Of My Life, but also my Co-Contributor to this World and Humanity!

Oh well, perhaps this is all but just a dream!