This might not be that big of a deal to some, but from my past where i am today, is a big difference. I was put in a situation that in the past i was afraid to stand up for what was right for me. I was kinda put in a spot that the last few years i would not let my self be in. Fear of taking action because i didn't want to lose a friend, well lets just say a couple friends for that matter. I was thinking all day about my situation and i had to smake myself in the head and tell myself. What the hell are you doing! I found myself backing down this last year because of the situation. Today i told myself that no matter what happens, i'm doing it for me and that is all that matters. I don't need to feel afraid or be controled by anyone and i was realizing i was letting myself fall back into what i use to do. So i said to myself. F them all. I have to do whats right for me.


So, have you found yourself in any situation that you were kinda afraid to do anything about it? and if so, how long did it take you to see that you din't have to be afraid and moved on?

17 years sweets 17 years...

If it has to do with relationships then get out! Noone should ever be unhappy for any reason.