More unsure than I’ve ever been
I take a walk to think. I haven’t had enough
Sleep but way too much to drink. My
Eyes meet yours, sidewalk to street. You
Roll down the window and call out my name, take me for a ride down misery lane.
You tell me you have something you’ve been needing to say. We drive
Like teenagers, in circles, just because...there are people
All around only aware of what was.
Now I watch you suddenly vulnerable
Explaining how you’ve been confused. And my heart’s
Racing is just intolerable, but at this point, there’s nothing to lose. And
Every line you say falls like spilled wine.
A mess and a down right shame
Little do you know I’ve known all this time and I’ve just
Let you continue playing this game.
You’ve been privately stepping over every line
And publicly keeping me far at bay, well,
I’m sorry if I seem bothered, but what else can i say? I’m
Not here to be a replacement while she’s gone, I’m not
Talking to you if you can only lead me on...on up
‘Til the point when it’s time to do or die
Here is where you choose to finally decide...and now I wait.
Anxiously for you tell me that you need to know I feel the same
Then you disappear the moment you see my face, we step
Back into this denying phase
And back into the uncertainty that seems to always lead the way. I
Dare you to ever again call out my name.