It is hard to want something
That you never really had
The feeling of being loved
Just the feeling of being sad
I would like to open up
Let someone inside my heart
It is a hard thing to do
I don't know where to start
Having so many walk out
Keeps your self esteem low
I have to love myself first
For anything else to grow
I have lost out many times
Leaving myself out in the cold
Scared to open my mind
Never having anyone to hold
A very fragile individual
Is what I let myself become
Blocking out what is in the past
Is easier said than done

nice

WoW Amanda, that was beautiful. I really feel ya on this one. Especially the line,

I would like to open up
Let someone inside my heart
It is a hard thing to do
I don't know where to start
Having so many walk out
Keeps your self esteem low

I feel this so much as well, that I am afraid of being in love again. When you get that feeling all inside your heart and then you get shattered, it's hard and devastating on the emotions. SO it's hard to keep your self esteem high and feel good about yourself. Very good write sweetie.

This is beautiful.

very beautiful write

Thanks!
Robert, Pkd1220,Sparkleplenty424, and
MirrorMirror

yes, beautiful

Nice!

Very nice write ....

You'll get there girlfriend because you have already taken the first step by being self aware

Thanks Angel, Dante, and S1owhand for your support.

Within you will see the Love of you,, The power to move forward
is there,, step by step,,

Beautiful