i never say i luv u or show my feeling
just ignore her she ll come they always do

I have a question for ya'll to answer... How do u say u love someone and they dont believe u!!!!!!!!! And then u find out that they doubted u from the beginning..How would u react, here is the story and any feedback would be great...OK here it goes.

My girlfriend was on the computer today, she found that i had put another profile up on POF,Plenty of Fish.com. I didn't change the password, but i came into find her pulling it back up and asking me why i opened another account. I had already closed it just a week before. I had not really believed her when she said she loved me. So lets just say that i broke her heart and it was written all over her face. Behind the tears and madness the only thing she was mad about was the title and it said "LOOKING FOR WOMEN FOR LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP" I should have never doubted her but because of past relationships i have been blind or just plain stupid to see that she cares and loves me for me!!!!!!!!! So to make a plain statement it would say I SCREWED UP BIG! Would anyone like to comment on my behavior over fallin in love and afraid of the feelings i have for her.....Ok so to be real,I like to know ,How should I fix the FFFUUUCCCKKK Up I did,,It hurts me to know I broke Her Heart The Way I Did,I never want her nor I to feel this way again...So is there anyway to feel or to forgive the one that did the wrong,it's the fact I messed up bad,and I want her as my only lady in my life,and to beable to see her as my wife.She means the world to me,,and I have a problem letting go her know really how much I DO LOVE HER. SHE IS MY HEART TO MY DIEING DAYS.......LOVE TO ALL HERE...PLEASE GIVE ME INFO ON MY FFFUUUCCCKKK UP.......