As I sit here all alone just thinking of you,

And when you left me my heart broke into. I try to forget the way it use to be.

I try to forget about you and me.Whats life purpose I haven't a clue,but since you been gone my worlds turned from gray to blue.

You left me with no I love you's or even goodbyes, and for that I have to wonder why...

I truely do miss you...
I truely do care....
I truely do think our relationship would've went somewhere.

I wanna go back to the way it use to be, to the time of us, to the time of you and me.

You now know honestly the way I feel. If you come back to me then my broken heart will heal.

I don't understand why you did what you done, but try to think back to all the good times and all the rising suns.

And now i'm going to end this with these speical words for you...

I won't you to know Ronnie I'll always love you!!
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I wrote this for my childhood friend/first love who passed away on April 27,1998. Hes best friend well so called best friend shot him in the back of the head he died instantly. I never told him I was in love with him even thoug I know he knew it but I never said the words I was scared of messing everything between me and him up even though I knew he loved me. My point is never be scared to tell that someone or a family member you love them tell them while you can or you will end up like me and regreting for never letting the words out ur mouth. then finding yourself saying it the first time standing by their casket.Don't make that mistake!!

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