see daniel...she likes ya!!!!

lol I know she likes me hun


just going through normal new relationship nerves I'm sure. ANd it
doesnt help that she is moving further away initially. I am looking for
work closer to her , but htat may take a while especially seeing I will
have move and find a plce and daycare before starting the new job.

but I will behonest and tell you that at his point I am very close to
just saying screw it and leaping offthe edge of logic and into the arms
of love so to speak. In other words I am on the verge of falling in
love, lol.

it will al work out!!!!

oh I know it will hun. It's just that AUtumn is the first lady I have
met since even the seperation that i have wanted to get to know better,
and had the opportunity to do so. So everything is realy giving me
butterflys at the moment (almost like when I ad my first kiss, lol)

thats too damn sweet!!!!

lol no its too dang nerve racking, lol j/k

feel like your in high school dont ya???

oh hush up lmao

I was htinking that when I wrote that last [ost. You reading my
thoughts now?

but seriouslyit is like I am in hs again. I go to sleepthinking
abouther, and I wake up thinking abouther. I dream abouther at night
(and believe it or nt it is not erotic! lol; it is m ore a case of
emotional ease and comforting; relaxing in each others arms while
watching a movie), and I think about her during hte day.
I also think about mystery (her little girl) and long to hold her in my
arms almos as much as I long to hold Autumn. I dream about helping
raise mystery and being there when she gets hurt for the first time (and
going after the BAS%$#@ that hnurt her, lol) being htere when she falls
in love. In other words, I dream about a LIFE with them.

well hun it is time for me to goto bed so I can be awake to work
tomorrow. Hope yohave fun!!!

and remember do not leave us!!!!!!!

<-------gets the coffee started looks in the office i'll clean that
in a bit coffee 1st

Hey Papa...Get my coffee ready...Just gotta run to the store quick, and
then I will come visit for a bit...

o k ,,,it's waiting for you

Ok, Papa...I am back...How is your day going???

hhhmmmmmmmmmm

ssshhhheeeezzzzzzzzzzz

Hello, Adj...How is your day so far??? Would you like a
coffee with us??

Shenadra, what you doing over at the bar having coffee?

LOL...I am trying to behave myself...Dídn't think anyone would find me
in here having coffee...