Why must I feel what I feel?
Why didn't I stop myself from loving this man?
How could I not feel the way I do for this amazing man?

It seems like he can see right through me.
I cannot hide anything from him.
If it doesn't flow freely from my mouth,
He seeks it from me.

Any little change in my breath or voice he detects.
The slightest change in my mood he senses.
It is like we are connected some how.
In some way that is much more
Than I could ever create, imagine, or be.

My adoration of this man is to the point of being sinful.
I can't get out of my head the waves of joy
My whole body will feel when we finally
Merge into an orgasmic ball of energy.

I know my heart is ruling my thoughts
Because when my brain tries to grasp this concept
It brings me to tears.
I know what I am feeling is right and true
Because the strength of this emotion is more
Than my human heart, body, and mind could ever produce.

The human heart feels many things
And sometimes all at once.
It can break over and over again
And still beat.
The human mind can grasp complicated concepts and abstracts.
It can allow the hand
To create alternate universes and mythical creatures.
But it still cannot contain this emotion.
The human body can function as a machine.
Doing the same tasks, complex chemical reactions
And create new cells everyday.

But this emotion is not created by my body
Nor is contained in a stable homostatis in my body
Or why else would my heart beat faster
Just at the sound of his voice,
Or melt just at hearing his breath as he falls asleep.

Why does my eyes wept when my brain tries
To understand this emotion?
Why does my body tremble at the thought of his touch?
This is right and true because it comes
From something more than I am.

Tanya 7-28-2008

Wonderful...thank you

nice

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Thanks!

Another epic offering. Well done Tanyaann!!

very beautiful write

Thank you!

thanks!