As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realise there's none left
Cause I've been brassing and laughing so long that
Even my mamma thinks that my mind is gone
But I aint never crossed a man that didn't deserve it
Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of
You better watch how you talking, and where you walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip but I gotta lope(?)
As they croak I see myself in the pistal smoke ... fool
I'm the kinda G that little homies want to be like
On my knees in the night, saying prayers in the street light


They been spending most their lives living in the gangsta's paradise
They been spending most their lives living in the gangsta's paradise
We keep spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise
We keep spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise

They got the situation, they got me facing
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the strip
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams
I'm a educated fool with my knee on my mind
Got my 10 in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a loped(?) out gangsta set trippin banger
And my homies is down so gonna rouse my anger ... fool
Death aint nothing but a heart beat away
I'm living life do or die, what can I say
I'm 23 never will I live to see 24
The way things is going I don't know

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.



Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's running, but half of them aint looking
What's going on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cooking
They say I've got to learn but nobody's here to teach me
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me
I guess they can't
I guess they won't
I guess they front
That's why I know my life is out of luck ... fool



Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me

fOUND out my son kicked the crap out of that other kid.......days ago!!!

And I talked to my son the other day and asked if he was going to do anything and he said I dunno.....I dunno......I dunno.....then find out after the fact that he punched this kid out!!

Dear diary........wow..........I thought I found the worlds biggest cat furball in my hallway.........




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a sock!!

Step out the front door like a ghost
Into the fog where no one notices
The contrast of white on white.

And in between the moon and you
The angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right.

I walk in the air between the rain,
Through myself and back again.
Where? I don't know

Maria says she's dying.
Through the door, I hear her crying
Why? I don't know

Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates

Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like she's walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house
Takes her clothes off,
Says she's close to understanding Jesus
She knows she's more than just a little misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal when she's nervous

Round here we're carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here she's slipping though my hands

Sleeping children got to run like the wind
Out of the lightning dream
Mama's little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning

She says, "It's only in my head."
She says, "Shhh...I know it's only in my head."

But the girl on the car in the parking lot
Says: "Man, you should try to take a shot
Can't you see my walls are crumbling?"

Then she looks up at the building
And says she's thinking of jumping.
She says she's tired of life;
She must be tired of something.

Round here she's always on my mind
Round here I got lots of time
Round here we're never sent to bed early
Nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very very late

Step out the front door like a ghost
Into the fog where no one notices
The contrast of white on white.

And in between the moon and you
The angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right.

I walk in the air between the rain,
Through myself and back again.
Where? I don't know

Maria says she's dying.
Through the door, I hear her crying
Why? I don't know

Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates

Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like she's walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house
Takes her clothes off,
Says she's close to understanding Jesus
She knows she's more than just a little misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal when she's nervous

Round here we're carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here she's slipping though my hands

Sleeping children got to run like the wind
Out of the lightning dream
Mama's little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning

She says, "It's only in my head."
She says, "Shhh...I know it's only in my head."

But the girl on the car in the parking lot
Says: "Man, you should try to take a shot
Can't you see my walls are crumbling?"

Then she looks up at the building
And says she's thinking of jumping.
She says she's tired of life;
She must be tired of something.

Round here she's always on my mind
Round here I got lots of time
Round here we're never sent to bed early
Nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very very late

Step out the front door like a ghost
Into the fog where no one notices
The contrast of white on white.

And in between the moon and you
The angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right.

I walk in the air between the rain,
Through myself and back again.
Where? I don't know

Maria says she's dying.
Through the door, I hear her crying
Why? I don't know

Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates

Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like she's walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house
Takes her clothes off,
Says she's close to understanding Jesus
She knows she's more than just a little misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal when she's nervous

Round here we're carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here she's slipping though my hands

Sleeping children got to run like the wind
Out of the lightning dream
Mama's little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning

She says, "It's only in my head."
She says, "Shhh...I know it's only in my head."

But the girl on the car in the parking lot
Says: "Man, you should try to take a shot
Can't you see my walls are crumbling?"

Then she looks up at the building
And says she's thinking of jumping.
She says she's tired of life;
She must be tired of something.

Round here she's always on my mind
Round here I got lots of time
Round here we're never sent to bed early
Nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very very late

HIccup!!!

Boys will be Boys!!

ya well.........grrrrrrrrrrrrr he lied to me and I knew it because he was I dunno.....I dunno......here do you want to talk to papa??? I said nooooooooo I wanna talk to you and he gets my dad on the phone and Im..........pffffffffft I didnt want to talk to you!!!

I do understand the kid had it coming but what happens when my son is walking downtown and this kid has 14 friends with him and who knows what>????? It can go on and on........and YOU DONT WANNA MESS WITH ME KID!!!

I get a little crazy when someone is even mean to my son!!!

I hear ya! like i said get them together & you bang their heads together & tell them you will always be badder then they are & they need to shake & make peace..



Life Goes On. . .

1. When I was born, I was given a choice - A big
**** or a good memory. I don't remember, what I chose.

2. Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory.

3. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects.

4. Impotence: Nature's way of saying 'No hard feelings . . .'

5. There are only two four letter words that are
offensive to men - 'don't' and 'stop', unless they are used together.

6. Panties: Not the best thing on earth, but next to best thing on earth.

7. There are three stages of sex in a man's life:
Tri Weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly.

8. Virginity can be cured.

9. Virginity is not dignity, it's lack of opportunity.

10. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a
good partner, you'd better have a good hand.

11. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small.

12. Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy.

13. Q: What's an Australian kiss?
A: The same thing as a French kiss, only down under.

14. A couple just married were happy with the whole thing.
He was happy with the Hole and she was happy with the Thing.

15. Q: What are the three biggest tragedies in a mans life?
A: Life sucks, job sucks, and the wife doesn't.

16. Q: Why do men find it difficult to make eye contact?
A: Breasts don't have eyes.

17. Despite the old saying, 'Don't take your troubles to bed',
many men still sleep with their wives!!!

Dear diary.......the word of the day is STALKER!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE NUMBER H AND THE LETTER 90210~~!!!

Ok dear diary.........when you look at my profile........can ya pick out the pictures of me????? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm it could be hard........I do sometimes resemble a toilet paper roll and an asian guy!!!!!

Dear diary.........there is a 50/50 chance that you will meet someone with 1/2 a brain on the net..........


<-----plays Dave Chappelle........RETODD RAP!!!

Are you reading this my stalker????

ya totally off the wall......crazy you tell me you read all of my posts!!!

As I walk along I wonder
What went wrong with our love
A love that was so strong
And as I still walk on I think of
The things we've done together
While our hearts were young

Im a walkin' in the rain
Tears are fallin', and I feel the pain
Wishing you were here by me
To end this misery, and I wonder
Why, she ran away
And I wonder if she will stay, my little runaway
Run run run runaway

Im a walkin' in the rain
Tears are fallin', and I feel the pain
Wishing you were here by me
To end this misery, and I wonder
I wo-wo-wo-wo-wonder
Why, why why why why why she ran away
And I wonder if she will stay, my little runaway
Run run run run runaway

My run run run run runaway
My run run run run runaway
Runaway

Oooowoooo---walk--like a man----
oh how you tried, to cut me down to size, telling dirty lies to my friends
but my own father, said give her up don't bother, the world isn't coming to an end
he said it, walk like a man, talk like a man, walk like a man my son---
no womans word, walking on the earth so walk like a man my son--
ooowoooo----
by-y baby, im gona meet a lady, gonna get allong some how
soon you'll be crying, i'll count on though you're lying, oh yah just look who's walking now
i'm gonna, walk like a man, talk like a man, walk like a man from you---
i'll tell the world, forget about it girl, and walk like a man from you..
ooowoooo-----

dear diary...........Im getting finally calmed down enough now..........wow............crazy ppl make me nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!! I sooooooooooo need some time away!!

This job is too hard mentally....................

and pyschically??? geeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzz................I dare anyone to be in my shoes for a day!!!