.....ok. I would interpret it to mean you are an angry upset jaded young woman full of distrust toward men and boys because you've been repeatedly lied to and burned. And that you're being sly and sneaky in trying to find out if I'm talking to any other women on my facebook account so you can be neurotic and insecure and overdefensive in accusing me of infidelity and cheating on you when we haven't went out on date one in the first place. But with the paranoid scizophrenia and dillusions setting in you are bound and determined to work yourself up to a frenzy over distrust issues that you will ask questions such as this one on an internet dating open forum because you have large hopes that maybe some of us will understand your plight. Unfortunately I'm a sociopsychotic manic depressive so I just don't get it. Sorry.