thing growing inside

I just can't help but feel it all at once crashing though my body

I cant breath

I can't help it.

Your always telling me what I can't do

Instead of backing me up

I have no help and I'm drowning in all the mess he has created.

Taking it all in once again.

I can't tell if I'm even happy.

As soon as I cross that line and back to this place its like an orb that I cant escape.

I'm so happy when I'm not near.

This constant pain I feel I used to think was fear.

Not any longer do I think its fear but that of anger is creeping near.

Your word's are like daggers ripping through my heart.

And the saddest thing is no body cares.

You can sit there and watch me squirm and eventually die.

It's already started this pain that makes me cry.

I loved you all and you show me nothing but greed.

One day in heaven I really hope for you not me,
That god will take mercy and set you free.